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Many thinking things to do.  Study herbs, plan out the floor plan for the fair displays, write letters to my sister and niece.  Cannot focus long enough on anything.  I'm being sytematically destroyed by the computer.  It is draining me of all my attention span leaving me unable to concentrate for any period of time.  I am waiting until I can watch tv online as I write this.  My garden is getting weedier by the minute but weeding makes me tired.  the only thing that does not make me tired is watching tv on the computer.  and eating.  what to do.  I don't seem to be strong enough to stay away from this machine for any period of time.  must. force. myself. must. get. strong. must. survive. must. break. away.